eople cautiously stepped aside when I walked by.
Most were disgusted by my presence. I was the unclean woman. For 12 years I
suffered from a hemorrhage of blood. Anyone who touched me or touched anything I
touched, was considered unclean until evening, then required to wash their
clothes and bathe with water.
Initially, a few had pity on me, willing to perform
the rituals after having contact with me. But that quickly grew tiresome for my
family and friends. Plus, there was the lingering foul odor and untidiness of it
all. It was easier for people to avoid me. Doctors didn’t know how to treat my
disease and often the "cure" was humiliating and painful, worse than the
illness. The cost of treatments left me in poverty. I felt abandoned and
useless.
Then Jesus arrived in our town. The afflicted and
hopeless whispered his name with deep affection. He offered healing of mind and
body and soul, a new beginning. I dreamed of being whole again, doing the normal
things women do.
I searched the neighborhoods and found Jesus
surrounded by men, women and children, all wanting to see his face, to receive
healing and a promise of better things. My heart soared. I was caught up in the
excitement and decided if I could just touch his garment, somehow that would be
enough.
Then I noticed Jairus, a prominent synagogue
leader, was with Jesus. They were on their way to Jairus’ house because his
daughter was dying. My hopes shattered. Touching Jesus’ clothing as I planned
would render him ritually impure and he would not be allowed to enter Jairus’
home. But I was desperate and instantly convinced myself he wouldn’t know who
touched him. As he passed by, I stooped down and reached for him, barely
touching the fringe of his robe. I felt a surge of healing and strength!
Breathless, I struggled to my feet and backed away.
Jesus immediately asked: "Who touched me?" I froze.
He repeated the question. I wanted to run but instead fell at his feet,
terrified because he had caught me. Sobbing and choking on my words, I poured
out my story.
There was no rebuke, no scolding for delaying and
defiling him. Instead Jesus praised my faith and said, "Take heart, daughter,
you are free from your suffering!" But as he spoke, a servant ran up with the
news that Jairus’ little girl had died. I swallowed hard, thinking I had
selfishly delayed Jesus, causing a synagogue ruler’s only child to die. I feared
retribution from Jairus, but Jesus reassured him, saying: "Don’t be afraid. Just
believe." Soon after, Jesus raised Jairus’ daughter from the dead! The master
graciously delivered us both!
What a glorious time I had returning to normal
living. No more hiding in the shadows. No more shame and rejection. For the
first time in 12 years, I embraced life and all those around me! •